One

One rainbow

One rainbow (Photo credit: @Doug88888)

One essential quality
For happiness
One entire definition
Of the soul
One targeted pursuit
For victory
One necessary element
To be whole

One moment to realise
Your destiny
One world to call
Each to rise
One linking of hands
Across humanity
One spiritual beacon
To the prize

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Symbolic

Symbolism 1: Burning

Symbolism 1: Burning (Photo credit: binaryCoco)

Symbolic power
Corroding the soul
Inching its dreadful way in
Debauching a butterfly
Excoriating rainbows
Washing childhood dreams
In ritual and sin

Power corrupting
Mystery schooling
Making the hidden
Just occult debris
Where now to aspire
For liberation’s knowledge
Where now to become more
Symbolically free?

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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LEVELS OF UNDERSTANDING, MOUNTAINS OF CHANGE, AND NO HORIZONS.

This is so beautiful…like a narrative piece from an evolved mystic…a beautiful story that means so much more than that…this one goes deep to the soul. I had to pass it on and share it. Enjoy!

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On Line Shopping

I’m an on-line shopping addict
I love my DVDs
New clothes on shopping networks
Are guaranteed to please

I hate to shop in stores now
I loathe so much the queue
And purchases delivered
Every day are gifts to you

I even have my groceries
Delivered to my door
Without such great convenience
How did I live before?

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Quiet Impact

A kind word
Spoken softly
Stills

Lost in anger
Somehow hears
Hope

Calmer thought now
Closes down
Rage

Gentle eyes here
Reach within
Commune

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Rome Construction Crew – First Update

The wonderful Greenembers (check out his blog at http://greenembers.wordpress.com  if you haven’t already had the pleasure) has had the innovative and collaborative genius idea of creating the Rome Construction Crew (RCC) – a group of bloggers all with dreams, aspirations and aims, which – just like the wonderful city Rome – can’t be built or realised in one day, but through sustained effort, skill and determination.  If you’d like to join pop on over to his blog and let him know!

I happily joined the RCC as I have my own creative dreams and journey – in my case to publish some novels online, build a readership and as part of this to become part of a vibrant, creative community.

Check one box for the latter aim – being part of WordPress blogging is a delight and a constant source of inspiration, camaraderie and community.

But my journey on the other aims is only just beginning and I saw on Greenembers blog yesterday that many RCC members have been more prolific with providing updates on their RCC aims etc. When I reflected on why I hadn’t done anything yet, it occurred to me the explanation is really the best theme for my first RCC report : the issue of finding time to do all of this well.

So my challenge is this, how to juggle:

1. Dream of being a novelist
2. An active blog, and
3. A very demanding day job

And still have time for a personal life, some relaxation and so forth. Like most of you, I suspect, this is not easy to do, or at least to do consistently.

Right now, my status report on the 3 would be:

1. I’ve drafted 2 novels (first drafts done over a decade ago and only recently revived with the aim of self publishing). The novels have been professionally edited, and now I’m progressing setting up the business requirements to self publish. Next it will be cover designs and formatting. But then it’s the big challenge – marketing the book. Because although one part of me would be happy with a small readership – any readership is more than the zero readership the books have had languishing on discs over the past decade – another part of me does want a wider readership. I guess any author who puts the work out to the world wants the world to embrace it, but to embrace it they have to know it’s there, and so…marketing….
2. This blog is going well and is a source of great enjoyment. It also may build a readership for the novels amongst those of you who are not more exclusively interested in poetry. All of you who visit and like/comment are immensely generous and I treasure your support, and love reading your work too. But I follow many blogs now, and with limited time (see point 3 ) worry a lot of late that I might not keep up with you all, or might seem to be neglecting you. I really don’t want to give that impression because it isn’t my intent, but as to limited time…on to point 3….
3. I deliberately don’t give out details on my day job as I want that separate. But suffice to say it is a very busy job – 50+ hours a week plus often weekend work – and recently has gotten even busier because of a major change program I am managing. So I will have less time than usual over the next few months, so I would say this:

Please – if I do seem to be not keeping up with your work, it isn’t lack of interest, only time. I will structure my day to ensure I do spend time on my WP reader, but I may not keep up with everyone consistently, especially those who post at different times to when I can access it.

I will also always try to keep up with any comments you leave on my blog and to have that wonderful interaction and discussion. So I will be here, and will be trying to keep up, but it will be a bit more limited for a while.

Just prior to the major work increase I’d had more time to write poetry and I have quite a few poems scheduled in WP to post, 2 per day on average, over the next 6 weeks, so it may seem I’m here more than I actually am. I will try to come to the blog and reader at least twice a day, but there may be some days when I don’t manage it at all. Hopefully they will be few and far between.

Please bear with me on this. Your friendship, generosity and support – plus your wonderful writing, photography, art and so forth – mean so very much to me. I’ll try to keep up but I fear I won’t be able to do it as much as I’d like for a little while now.

Which leads me to an RCC inspired question – for those of you juggling similar demands, what works best for you?

Any wise counsel will be gratefully received!

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Emotional Vampire

Little vampire

Little vampire (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

This vampire feeds
On souls not blood
On energy
And care
Its teeth are hidden
In a smile
That denies what’s
Really there

This vampire’s needs
Disconsolate
Will bleed your heart
Till dry
But any
Reciprocity
This vampire
Will deny

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Chasing the Dragon

Opium?
You chase the dragon
Into sleep

Seek his wings
Flaring with fire
That he breathes

Chemical?
No! Try spiritual!
Make you yearn

Once to fly
With real dragon wings
Into morn.

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Water Damage

A small water spot on the ceiling of a room. T...

A small water spot on the ceiling of a room. This water damage was caused by rainwater leaking into a roof. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

With me
It’s always water damage
Every place I’ve lived it seems
Will have plumbing problems
Eventually

So I should have known
That foolish moment
Of romantic conceit
When I declared to myself
You were a storm in my life
You would be

But not as a magnificent
Lightening strewn
Tableau
Of clouds and horizons
With portentous intent

Instead as the aftermath
The water that lingered
Stealthily sinking in
Invading every crevice
Every crack leading to
The foundations of my life
Quiet but inexorable
Devastating over time
Till all that was left
Was the water damage

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Mask of Finery

Fashion plate from Le Bon Ton magazine depicti...

Fashion plate from Le Bon Ton magazine depicting three well-dressed men / Gravure de mode dans la revue Le Bon Ton de trois hommes bien habillés (Photo credit: BiblioArchives / LibraryArchives)

He wore fleur-de-lis cufflinks
With his crisp white shirts
Royal purple cravat
Italian leather shoes
His wording so precise
Slight cruelty in his smile
As though he hid monstrosity
Beneath a perfect sense of style

His hair thick, dark, finely coiffed
Slight stubble on olive cheeks
One onyx ring worn
On finely tapered thumb
His walk was casual elegance
His wit on the edge of spite
A flash from oddly feline eyes
As though any moment he may bite

If it is that clothing makes the man
Then this dressing told us so
His under-stated wealth would rise
From suits of tailored perfection
This quality adorned his features
And was calculated for desire
But those that followed this devil’s dance
Earned nothing but the fire

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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