Denied

He would cry down the phone
as he told her
how unattached
he was

He would ring incessantly
to repeat
how she may be hurt
should she expect too much

He did his best to destroy
any men who were her friends
While all the time he told her
he did not really care, not yet

He’d move to embrace her
then quickly turn away
Shake hands on being only friends
then engulf her once more

For her he was a curiosity
and she too inexperienced to know
She was darkly fascinated
by his dissonance
The chasm between
his words and actions

And something finally cruel in her
felt small triumph as he’d cry
down the phone to her,
the waiting one
and the one that he’d deny

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Birthing Art

Vulcan (Roman counterpart of Hephaestus) by Pe...

Vulcan (Roman counterpart of Hephaestus) by Peter Paul Rubens. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Irritation of oysters
Create the pearl
Agony of labour
New life
Deeper pain and distress
Forge a writer’s words
Or an artist’s brush
A singer’s song

Whirling in this mire
Off centre
Intimately alone
Can a monstrosity
Create a star
Like Hephaestus
At his anvil
Building from forsaken
Brooding love?

Phoenix rising
From ashes of its making
Can you heal
From your deep illness
Arise through your muse
To a more pure morning?

Could the tragedy
And horror
Of such ruthless action
And pressure on
Another’s life
Yet produce
This masterpiece
That you crave?

(c) Helen Valentina 201, All Rights Reserved

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Words

I have no children of my flesh
They live only in my words
To claim that this is just the same
Would truly be absurd
But without form and vocal chords
Their voices still are heard

I have no lover in my arms
Just themes caress a page
And for this poet’s players here
All life must be a stage
But words keep loyal company
And flee not as I age.

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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The Quietest Time of Night

New Moon

New Moon (Photo credit: spitfirelas)

Waves on the shoreline
Beat back endless
Cresting peaks
Crash on indifferent sands
Above the moon
Shines pale, strange light
At the quietest time of night

Footprints washed away now
Travellers passing unseen
Fleeting, softly
Traversing in silence
Above the stars are dying
Though we still see their light
At the quietest time of night

City far away now
Feels the tide’s
Strong pull
Even in this melee
Above distant street cacophony
This agelessness shines bright
At the quietest time of night

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Soul Needs – Haiku

Adversity calls
spirit; these hero soldiers
face uncertain dawn

Hunger crawls within
the heart; hunter primes his bow,
innocent prey falls

Blessed are those that
forgive; stone heart turns away
a graveyard angel

Faith trembles before
the altar; a moment of
dread belief begins

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Another’s Muse

Hesiod and the Muse

Hesiod and the Muse (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Those who wish to be a muse
Have not been one
Think twice on the terrible sacrifice
Of this calling

Life reflected in another’s eyes
Clouds over your sun
Refracted imagery of deeper need
Angels falling

Those who wish to yet inspire
Count not the cost
Every thought, emotion, action
Is fair game

Like a butterfly pinned helpless
Freedom lost
You emerge from such communion
Not the same

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Hides Behind Our Eyes

Flotsam and jetsam
Of a life half lived
Imagined slights and taunts
Can we now forgive?
Irrational memories
Rising to the light
Where the darkness once was kept
Now only delight

So much of our self is born
In our parent’s words
Alternatives and other paths
Seldom could be heard
As the years now pass us by
Let the truth arise
So much more than what we thought
Hides behind our eyes

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Hypervigilance

fear

fear (Photo credit: siette)

Hypervigilance
Would sleep with one eye open
If I only could

PTSD haunts
Flashes of dark memories
Invade my tired mind

Was this what you sought
Dominion over comfort
Just to show you could?

So much time has passed
Just a stranger with your name
Chills still to the bone

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Last Moments, Fallen in Battle

Susseration
Sounds, sibilant
Surrounding silence
Murmuring memories

I am alive
I am alive

Breathing betrays
Beckoning beauty
Breaking all boundaries
Reflecting realities

I know death
I know death

Faithless friend
Forebears and fathers
Foster no fealty
Embracing endlessness

This is all
Give me All
This is all…..

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Poetry and Truth

Line art representation of a Quill

Line art representation of a Quill (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Poetry is a way
To tell the truth
Through allegory

Or make a perfect
Argument
So all who read agree

But if my words
Dissemble
Or the message
not read true

We see poetry
May also hide the truth
Far out of view

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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