Duality

Image credit: Heartland Arts

Image credit: Heartland Arts

Such as they
Such as we
Old gods turn
On twisted boards
Wearing new faces
Hiding true souls
Such as they
Such as we

Proper proportion
Duality
Fear is sister
To bravery
Darkness seeks to
Define the light
What is wrong
May yet be right

Such as they
Such as we
Creatures born
In oceans vast
A starry firmament
Where present is past
Such as they
Such as we

(c) Hele valentine 2015, All Rights Reserved

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Within

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Image credit: aphotostory

What lies within
And dare you knock
Upon these doors
And go within?

What hides behind
These glaring eyes
Can we be shown
What hides behind?

What waits for you
So patiently?
Dare you approach
What waits for you?

What lays in wait
As fate will do?
It comes in time
What lays in wait
No matter how you try
To deviate
It comes in time
What lays in wait

(c) Helen Valentina 2105, All Rights Reserved

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Grace

Image credit: Heartland Arts

Image credit: Heartland Arts

Am I imprudent to request
To fall on knees
Until they bleed
Is it too much
To see me blessed
To give me succour
In my need?

I am unworthy it is true
But worth will fall
And so will shame
I am forsaken
Yet I rise
To take my course
To take the blame

As most before I fall and cry
In greatest need
Is truest face
I am but nothing
Broken pride
But this is when
I most need grace

But this is when
I most need grace

(c) Helen Valentina 2015, All Rights Reserved

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Shrine

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Image credit: Kiwisoul

Garlanded in red you came
Dancing girl
Spirit of flame

Silver shrine awaits
Supplicant
Child of the fates

Peaceful passage calls
Weeping willows
See it all

Garlanded in red you came
Dancing girl
Spirit of flame

(c) Helen Valentina 2015, All Rights Reserved

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Why Getting ‘Traditionally’ Published Is A Bit Like Being on American Idol

Like many writers on WordPress, I’ve recently been navigating the confusing, confounding and strange world of what might be termed ‘traditional’ publishing.  Much of the process seems like a series of increasingly high hurdles and success at one level does not guarantee success at the next.

It occurred to me the other day that this is rather like key stages on American Idol (and other like reality show contestants).  Those programs are ultimately a process to identify both talent and luck, plus the indefinable star quality that makes for success.

For a contestant progressing on that show it must continually feel like a combination of jubilation (to succeed at each stage) and free floating anxiety (about how much further they may go).  Just following it through must take enormous reserves of belief, perseverance and resilience. To my mind, that’s the emotional landscape required for writers too – or at least it feels that way to me!  🙂

Hence the following analogy:

 

The American Idol Analogy

Auditions:  This is like the querying process (be it via direct queries to agents/publishers or through twitter pitch contests). Your skill at showing your talent and marketing yourself with brevity is tested, and where successful you progress to the next stage – this is via providing a partial or full manuscript as requested by an agent/publisher.

Hollywood week: Here the contestant is reviewed in more detail and must perform under pressure.  For a writer this is when the manuscript is considered, and if successful an initial offer, possibly subject to required revisions, may be made by an agent or possibly a publishing house (more likely a small press if it comes at this stage and without an agent – unless you’ve managed to go direct to one of the major publishing houses and been taken on, in which case skip the next step).

Live rounds (prior to top ten): Contestants perform for the public vote for the first time, in an effort to find those with the skills and potential public demand to progress. Success at this level could be when either an agent sells your work to a key publishing house or group of publishing houses, or a small press works with you direct for an initial print run of your work with some form of general marketing campaign.

Top ten live weeks: This is where the top ten contestants compete to stay each week based on popular vote.  Those that are voted off early generally do not seem to progress their careers on the basis of the show.  This would be like having a small print run that doesn’t sell of your book.  In both cases it doesn’t mean you can’t pursue other career options/books but in some (worst case) cases lack of success here may make it harder to get a future work published.

Those contestants that make it to the top six or seven can leverage enough exposure from that to make it in their respective categories (e.g. types of singer /music etc).  This would be similar to having  more than one print run and/or publishing in more than one country or publishing more than one (at least moderately successful) book in that this helps build a name in your genre.

Those contestants that make it to the top three, or even top two, have an excellent opportunity to leverage the show for longer term careers and will often have significant contracts and marketing as a result of the proven public support from the show.  This would be like having a best seller in your genre and/or other spin offs like movie options etc.  

The analogy does break down on one key point – thankfully for writers you can try again and again with new product and the likelihood of success probably increases the further you made it previously but with the show you can’t enter a second time if you made it as far as the top ten. So publishing may allow a writer a longer term build trajectory by and large.

Still, I hope the analogy resonates with some fellow writers and I’d be delighted to hear your thoughts (including if you think I’ve got something fundamentally wrong with this – it is based purely on personal experience and observations but I am admittedly new to all this and hence no expert in this field!).  

In closing I’d say one gets the sense from those type of shows – the music ones at least – that there is a lot of camaraderie between the contestants, and I believe that also exists in the writer community.

So, on that final note, may I wish all my fellow writers the very best of luck in this process if you choose to pursue it and may you all achieve your dreams.  🙂

Cheers

Helen V.

 

 

 

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Different

Image credit: Heartland Arts

Image credit: Heartland Arts

I was a different person then
I shed my skin so many times
I scarce remember, yet these photos
and these memories attest to a time
when I was other
When I cherished hopes to my breast
and played the games that society
required of one such as me
Acquired wealth and security
I was a different person then

But parts of her linger I must confess
in choices for comfort
This roof over my head and how I make
these selections which support
a daily life, in all these things
are whispers of the girl I was
so long ago, but she is gone
in all other senses, like a ghost
borne upon angel’s wings

I know she cared and dreamed of intimacy
like all others who are young
And deep within such songs were sung
as she spun her little loves
But this denied she turned within and died
to be reborn as such as I
But in this she’s lost, forever denied
I was a different person then

(c) Helen Valentina 2015 All Rights Reserved

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Ring

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Image credit: irin-k

This ring binds
Golden latchkey
The petals strewn
Across this bed
Have wilted over time
This ring binds

This ring clasps
Withered fingers
Age has leached
All sense of reason
Habit now is king
This ring clasps

This ring endures
Metal purified
Withstands the cracks
Where all the love
Is lost, denied
This ring endures

(c) Helen Valentina 2015, All Rights Reserved

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Writing Challenge – Conspiracy

There is nothing here for you
The broken memories have corroded
Like a fire they’ve burned through
And all you might have tested
Is now just a part of you
And I have tried
To make sense of this game
And long denied
The true intent within your aims
You are a conspirator
In hell’s legion I can see
Your twisted views
Have now destroyed, infected me
They tried so hard
To draw me down but I denied
For my individuality
And my sweet freedom
I long tried
And yet you came
And with your smile I am undone
I was a dismal moon
That yet could not eclipse your sun
So many years
Have passed since we last met
and I’ve rebuilt
But there is brokenness here yet
And was your plan
To heal a rift within your soul
By consuming me
If so your efforts took me whole
Conspiracy
Is but a term I read and sigh
This is my loss
This is my truth now till I die
Goodbye a fool
I am a child who lost their way
There is no road
And there are no gifts I may parlay
Thanks to your heart
I am now heartless
In a void
and any good
Within my spirit
Is destroyed
so thanks to you
I have no innocence remaining
You’ve bled your soul
And like a pomegranate staining
My sweet lips
It is a thought I know too well
You drew me down
To eat and drink
And stay in hell
But only you
Wear death’s sweet mask
Can I decide
To take your promise
or to laugh
To just deride?
It is too late
I am just hanging on the moon
I turn to hate
but it will turn
To love too soon

Word count: 297
Time: 10 minutes

Mindlovemisery (Yves) invited me to do this challenge and here’s how it goes

By the way Yves amazing entry can be found at

Wayfaring and Tale Weaver #17 – Making Sense Of Nonsense – Gontorlic Trubutions

The rules
1) open an ms word document (or any other editor)
2) set a stop watch or your mobile of 5-10 mins.
3) your topic is at the foot of this post. DO NOT SCROLL DOWN TO SEE IT UNTIL YOU ARE READY WITH A TIMER.
4) fill the word document with as much wordage as you want. once you start writing, don’t stop.
5) do not cheat by going back and correcting spellings and grammar with spell check. (this is only meant for you to reflect on your control over sensible thought flow.)
6) you may or may not pay attention to punctuation and capitals.
7) at the end of your post write down the number of words.
8) do not forget to copy and paste the entire passage to your blog post with a new topic

I pass on this word challenge to any of my fellow bloggers who are inspired to participate:

 

 

The word: Hope

Cheers

Helen V

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Serenity

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Image credit: TAGSTOCK1

The traffic hum breaks the serenity
Early morning, darkness bleaching
From the cool and dappled sky
Even now the hurried lives go by
The hurried lives go by

The moon’s still weeping up above us
But the dawn is on its silvery heels
I stretch my body, breathe and sigh
Even now the hurried lives go by
The hurried lives go by

Soon I’ll join them in the melee
As the softness gives to daylight
I think wiser men may stop and sigh
Even now the hurried lives go by
The hurried lives go by

(c) Helen Valentina 2015, All Rights Reserved

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Under the Skin

Trickling
Under this old skin
Memories

Bleeding here
Nowhere to begin
By degrees

Soon I’m gone
Like I wasn’t there
Just the breeze

(c) Helen Valentina 2015, All Rights Reserved

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