I Loved You Once

Cropped Small Red Rose

Cropped Small Red Rose (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I loved you once
When we were young
You were the poet
The song unsung
I barely knew
What we’d begun
Before our time was done

I loved you then
I’d love you now
If all our history
We’d avow
But where begin
I know not how
Defeated I withdraw and bow

I’ll love you yet
Some future life
Where loss and lies
Are not so rife
When hearts bleed not
From sharp blade knife
You’ll be the husband, I the wife

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Infamy

Portrait_de_Sade

Portrait_de_Sade (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

These names that reek depravity
Vlad Dracul and De Sade, Marquis
Gilles De Rais of Jeanne D’Arc’s army
The grasping Countess Bathory
Blood soaked rites and cruelty
Demand a soulless infamy
Damnation for eternity
Eternity

In literature’s deep, darkest fame
The fascination of their games
Accords more glamour yet than blame
The wild within we cannot tame
But if we touch this icy flame
We’ll wonder at what we became
Emerging, rendered, not the same
Not the same

Beware the promise of the dark
There is no warmth, there is no spark
This wintry path which you embark
Will tear your soul, will make its mark
And there in dreaded infamy
Your deeds for all the world to see
You’re not what you thought you would be
Not what you thought you’d be…..

(c) Helen Valentina 2013. All Rights Reserved

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Gossip

Gossip
runs like wildfire
whispered from one to one
explodes across the horizon
till truth is lost beneath a web of lies
and all objectivity gone
The meme is alive now
Its birth owed to
gossip

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Closer

Sparks

Sparks (Photo credit: PhotoGraham)

I am closer to the heart
Of this mystery
I am closer to the weave
Of hidden history

I am closer to the space
Between the worlds
I am closer to the flags
As yet unfurled

I am closer to your mind
And your extremes
I am closer to the wishes
The might have beens

I am closer to the light
That quells the dark
I am closer to the flame
The errant spark

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Dream Big

Dream big, dream big
Never forget to dream
Life’s no rehearsal
No matter how it seems
Aim not for half-truths
Reach for the extremes
Dream big, dream big
Never forget to dream

Live large, live large
Make sure that you live
Life’s half what you take
Half what you can give
Never let the sweetness
Escape through the sieve
Live large, live large
Make sure that you live

Dream big, dream big
Make the world your own
A child’s dreams should linger
Long after they’ve grown
Whether it’s a beauty queen
Or sitting on a throne
Dream big, dream big
Make the world your own.

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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If My Novel Was a Movie….my Dream Cast For The Seed

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So my friend solothefirst had a wonderful idea. I was talking with her recently about how I thought a particular actor we both love would make a fabulous Robert – a key protagonist character – in The Seed, and she suggested I write a post about my dream cast for a movie of the novel.

So that’s what this is – and it’s my dream cast, meaning getting amazingly successful, famous actors for some small roles, so completely unrealistic I realise, but it’s my dream, so hey, dream big!!

I’ll go through the main and key support characters for the novel and who I’d love to cast if I could, and for any of you who read the novel I’d love your feedback about whether you agree or if you think of someone you think would be better….. BUT…the casting of Robert is a non-negotiable, LOL!!  So here goes:

Sara: Sara is the main character of the novel. She is the artist who dreams the dreams of a possible former life, then paints them, only to discover the potential other half of the dream in Robert. She is a deeply passionate and intelligent character, but one that does not realise how attractive and special she is. The part needs a strong actress with unconventional beauty – someone you could believe under-estimates her own appeal, but has it in spades nonetheless. I couldn’t think of anyone till a friend suggested Anna Paquin, and then this was so perfect I couldn’t see anyone else in the role. Anna is amazing, beautiful in a quirky way, and so emotionally rich in her work. A dream Sara for the dreamer that is Sara indeed!

English: New Zealand actress Anna Paquin.
English: New Zealand actress Anna Paquin. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

 

 

 

 

Robert: So this is the non-negotiable inspiration for this post. Robert is a journalist of keen intelligence and deep, brooding passions and needs. He is described as having a wiry, wild masculinity. I wrote the first draft of the novel fifteen years ago, long before my dream actor for the role was on the scene, but now it is as though it was written for him, like a prescience. Anyone familiar with my rant on the cancellation of Leverage (posted January this year) will not be surprised to hear my perfect Robert is the wonderful Christian Kane.

Kane Smile
Kane Smile (Photo credit: Unknown Fangirl)

 

 

 

 

Karen: Karen is Robert’s wife, a clever and classically beautiful woman who has been confident and assured all her life. My favourite actress at the moment is Natalie Dormer – ever since her wonderful portrayal of Anne Boleyn in The Tudors, and her ice queen role in Elementary. She has the perfect beauty and quiet depth required of the role, and while it is probably too small a role to ever dream she’d actually play it, I can think of no-one more perfect for the part.

Natalie Dormer at HBO's "Game Of Thrones&...
Natalie Dormer at HBO’s “Game Of Thrones” Season 3 Seattle Premiere at Cinerama (Photo credit: spratt504)

 

 

 

Henry: Henry is an art dealer who mentors and promotes Sara and her work. He is a man described as being timeless, almost belonging to an earlier age, and needs to be sensitive, intelligent, perceptive and ultimately kind. I love the actor Tom Hollander and can see him so clearly in this role as I think even in roles he does that are darker there is still this essential gentleness in his wonderful work.

English: English actor Tom Hollander.
English: English actor Tom Hollander. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

 

 

 

Sara’s parents: here’s a case of dreaming big – I’d love William Hurt for the father – a stoic, quiet, deeply supportive man and Judi Dench for the mother – a woman of precise tastes but deep caring under a cooler exterior. I, like most of the world, think they are both brilliant!

William Hurt signing autographs at the 2005 To...
William Hurt signing autographs at the 2005 Toronto International Film Festival while promoting History of Violence. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
Judi Dench at the BAFTAs at the Royal Opera Ho...

Judi Dench at the BAFTAs at the Royal Opera House in London. Français : Judi Dench photographiée lors de la soirée des British Academy Film Awards dans le Royal Opera House à Londres. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

 

 

 

 

Peggy: Sara’s sister is more confident than Sara because she is more conventionally pretty. She is a red haired, beautiful young woman. As a bit of a Dr Who tragic, I couldn’t think past Karen Gillan. She has the poise and beauty essential to the part.

English: Karen Gillan at the 2011 Comic Con in...
English: Karen Gillan at the 2011 Comic Con in San Diego (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

 

 

Susan: Sara’s best friend needs a quiet, steady intelligence and a warmth that is perhaps just slightly stern. The first actress that came to mind for this is Carey Mulligan, probably again just because I like her work and think she would be fabulous…another case of dreaming a bit too big for a small, but important role.

English: Carey Mulligan during Q&A following t...
English: Carey Mulligan during Q&A following the screening of An Education at the Ryerson Theatre. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

 

 

 

And last but not least, there is Rebecca, the herbalist: I’m thinking Willa Holland here as I just like her work and think she has the edge and attitude that would work wonders in this small but pivotal role.

Willa Holland
Willa Holland (Photo credit: keithlam)

 

 

 

 

 

So that’s my dream cast….would love other suggestions from anyone who reads the novel. It’s fun to imagine your work on the big screen, even if that is an unlikely eventuality. Dream big, dream big, and never forget to dream….. 🙂

Cheers  Helen V.

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People Like Us

People like us
should be quarantined
from society

People like them
never realise
what they have seen

People like us
play our dark little games
like puppeteers

People like them
don’t understand
they live in a dream

People like us
are a cancer still growing
silent below the skin

People like them
can’t be surgeons to attend
an illness they’ve not even seen…….

(c) Hele valentine 2013, All Rights Reserved

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United

Our hands clasp
across this misery
Determined
we arise
There’s time now
to re-write history
To stand united
in our eyes

A slave’s life
these days are seen as free
Deluded
by diversion
And yet now
entrapped we still will be
if we don’t recognise
this perversion

Our arms hold
the treasure we convey
Together
let us plan
to recover
our freedom here this day
Show the world we
united stand

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Tigers Rule The World – for Prompt 15 Childhood Dreams

English: Panthera tigris sumatran subspecies. ...

English: Panthera tigris sumatran subspecies. Français : Un tigre de Sumatra (Panthera tigris sumatrae). (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

The lawn of our backyard
Was the expanse of Africa
The white suburban fencing
Could not quell the conqueror
A tiny mouth could roar
With operatic intensity
As I surveyed my kingdom
Such was my propensity

I spoke with angels, demons too
In languages lost in time
Such conversations were a dream
A procession of rhyme
I was born to rule the world
One day I surely knew
Such glorious victories
Such empires I’d pursue

Within my home
As the smallest child
I was asked for silence
To quell the wild
But tigers rule the world
And parents cannot know
And my brother, unsuspecting one
I’d yet to overthrow

Part animal, part human
Part dragon I believe
Adorned in fantasy I found
A land I’d never leave
The games of others left behind
I’m off to rule the land
The dreams of childhood are so strong
So perfect and so grand!!

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

 

For mindlovemisery’s Prompt 15 –  at  http://mindlovemisery.wordpress.com

 

 

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Crooked House

English: The Crooked House Tudor half-timbered...

English: The Crooked House Tudor half-timbered house on Michaelgate (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

This crooked house for crooked folk
Secrets are silent, yet are spoke
Its crooked values are the yolk
For crooked dreams that they invoke

This crooked life for crooked men
Completes a cycle, starts again
The dearest enemies talk as friends
So crooked liars make amends

This crooked place for crooked souls
With evil plans and putrid goals
Gives crooked players crooked roles
The ancient bell, so crooked, tolls

This crooked parlour for crooked friends
Where infamy will darkly trend
With crooked wealth they flagrant, spend
Where crooked folk meet crooked ends

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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