Drunken Revelry

English: An absinthe of light

English: An absinthe of light (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Drunken revelry submerges
Discontented, lost regret
Lest from a deeper well emerges
Images we’d best forget

Party bonhomie is cloying
Yet it still may have its charm
All these strategies deploying
Save us from unspoken harm

Resting peaceful in a slumber
As intoxication wanes
While you’re neither name nor number
Absinthe running in your veins

Deep avoidance, oft repeated
Running from the past of you
Yet no demons are defeated
No salvation coming through

Drunken revelry is lying
Fibs you can escape your soul
In delusion, truth defying
As addiction eats you whole

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Alcatraz

Alcatraz.

Alcatraz. (Photo credit: Daniel2005)

My own personal Alcatraz
Ground down
Brute mortar and pestle
Hanging from walls that seep
Of age, pain and time
Sunken, craven flesh and brittle bones
But it’s all in my mind
My mind

Entrapped in thoughts of a past
Long gone
Barred in and forgotten
By everyone but me
But me

Stranded on this hopeless island
Where no ferry deigns to visit
Alone in quiet hibernation
Awaiting untold awakening
I brood on hidden wrongs
Hidden wrongs

Skeleton keys in ghostly fingers
A flash memory
Of your terrible face
Glittering eyes that teased
At a freedom you ensured
Would be elusive, lost to me
Lost to me

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Fire

Whirl-fire

Whirl-fire (Photo credit: Loving Earth)

Where the fire of our youth, the stretch
and yearning that inspired?
Where the dreams and ambitions
which unearthed our cherished selves?
Where the belief that all was possible,
anything reachable, to us
Despite the failure of former generations
we would rise, not Icarus
but glorious
and be the sun not vanquished by it
Where the ardour, where the ire,
where the fire?

Just as bodies yield to entropy,
the universe to its own sweet death,
so age robs us of this passion
with every slowing reducing breath
Sinews that stretched beyond old limits,
races run for better times,
youthful folly, perhaps, but mighty
imagined mountains there to climb
Where the joy of just imagining,
where the hope that ignorance feeds?
Gone to dust now on the pyre
When we find we burn like others
and our hearts at last, prove liars
Where the fire?

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Dismal

grey day

grey day (Photo credit: murphyeppoon)

Dismal dreams
Greyish tones and sepia
Caress the sleeping mind
With symbols which are ephemeral at best
No secrets to uncover
No paths to tread of import
As we lay our weary heads at last to rest

The detritus of the day
Wafts through caverns
Of our resting minds
In ridiculous displays that make no sense
No kiss from phantom lover
No tales of life and death
Just payment for a dismal day’s expense

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Cover Up

Makeup artists brush kit.

Makeup artists brush kit. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

My face is covered in makeup
Fine painting on my form
My words are carefully chosen
So much different from when born
And with artifice and product
My daily mask I now adorn

From my sins I won’t recover
I will hide them from my view
I can’t even bear to see them
Nor let such be seen by you
But I’m practised in deflection
Make chimeras seem so true

The world is made of cover ups
Each and every one the same
Tis simpler to defer judgement
Than to see and point to blame
So my daily ritual covering
Is just an aspect of the game

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Supernatural

Let me tell you a story
Of your future
Let me lay the cards
Like the narrative before you
Let the entities around us
Gather and agree
On how these symbols might be shaped
Into something that may be

Let me lure you to
Self fulfilment
Of the stories I create
In the guise of inevitability
Let the gods laugh
At promises broken
Or how we may cruel our intent
By words unspoken

Let my allegory
Supernatural
Raise you above yourself
To the world of unseen dreams
Let the gods determine
If you rise or fall
Let me lay out all the options
Tell you all, tell you all

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Momentum

tsunami

tsunami (Photo credit: arkhangellohim)

Feeling this grow
Like a river coursing to the ocean
Like a wave building to tsunami
Like eyes brimming before tears
This momentum

It’s a rhythm
Behind my eyes
A beating headache
Mistaken for heartbeat
It’s the readiness
And suspension
Building inexorably
This momentum

Overwhelmed
Like a wave before dying
Like flotsam washed by storms
Like a widow at first grief
This momentum

It’s a melody
Without music
A strange dance
Without a partner
It’s a mystery
An intervention
No way to stop now
This momentum

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Samurai

Samurai.jpg

Samurai.jpg (Photo credit: ORAZ Studio)

Honor steadfast
Absolute stillness
All is preparation
For every battle

Curved sword
Waiting patient
Eyeing the horizon
For the slightest
Disturbance

Perfected training
Excoriated soul
Awaiting the moment
To strike
Or to bow

Samurai
On the greyest morning
Wakes to a new day
Where death may be met
As an expected guest or friend
Or eluded yet again
Either way only
With a knowing
Patient smile

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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Bones

White Rose

White Rose (Photo credit: Marketing Specific, Inc)

They found the bones
Two months from the time
She was lost and gone

Through fallen ribcage
Weeds struggled for life
Reaching for the sun

A bracelet beside her glimmered
Its loss of an owner
Bereft and alone

If not for her letter
They’d never have found her
They’d never have known

Suicide is unfathomable
A moment of bleakness
She barely could own

And now of her sweetness
No murmurs are lasting
Except for her milk-white bones

(c) Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved

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