I am sleeping in my cocoon
Transformation painful, dark
These nightmares of disintegration
This transcendental elevation
As I am broken down within
To arise the butterfly in new skin
Nigredo dark and deep despair
You feel that you will never be
Again a free and conscious entity
Just dissolution and desire
Turn and twist upon the pyre
To yet reform and yet aspire
I am but some god’s afterthought
His indecision and his grace
I am this halfling that he wrought
One thing and then another born
A symbol of growth and yet decay
As all my old life slips away
I wait upon a kinder day
© Helen Valentina 2013, All Rights Reserved
Love this last stanza.. hits home…. lovely sis xxx
Thanks Roxi!! 🙂 🙂 xxx
oh yes, a kinder day is always welcome. 🙂
🙂 🙂
So beautiful “As all my old life slips away I wait upon a kinder day”
Thanks so much!! 🙂 🙂